Oh, woman,
Please be nice.
Understand some more.
Be sensitive about others’ feelings.
Cooperate.
Concentrate.
Improve.
Remember the good things about you.
Wake your sweet self up.
Act upon them. Maintain.
“When the heart endured so much pain, anything less is not painful at all. It is when the heart doesn’t feel pain that sorrow or any negative emotions are vanished and can only be evoked with equal or greater pain.”
makes so much sense now…
gags this is so me as of the moment.
we’re going to be mentally married soon though.
Hate is a strong word. But apathy hurts more.
I’m pretty much in good terms with everyone but you. For a while it bothered me knowing that a lot of things still come up and they remind me of you.
Why does it feel like some things just have to be associated with a memory of you? I know I should be the one adapting to it but it’s not as easy as wiping off rain from the windshield.
I’m sorry. I’ll try harder. But it’s not like you care or anything. I’ll just ignore you forever now.
and I don’t know, it’s just, it’s raining and stuff and I can’t help but feel sad and more pensive than the usual.
Near To You - A Fine Frenzy
He and I, it’s somethin’ beautiful
But so dysfunctional, it couldn’t last
Loved him so but I let him go
Cause I knew he’d never love me backWell, you and I, it’s somethin’ different
And I’m enjoyin’ it as cautiously
I’m battle scarred, I am workin’ oh so hard
To get back to who I used to beWhen I’m so close to bein’ yours
Won’t you stay with me, please?
Cause near to you, I am healin’
But it is takin’ so long
Cause though he’s gone and you are wonderful
It’s hard to move on
Yet I’m better near to you
Yeah, I’m better near to you
My heart is leaping with the sight of Andrew Garfield. This must be infatuation.
and it feels so wonderful. probably the best feeling i’ve had since God-knows-when.
heeeeeee :”>
I feel like saying this but I don’t have the balls to say it and a person to say it to. lol
